im safe and sound

To my dear friends lovely mum, I'm OK and safe and sound somewhere in Singapore. i love u guys especially you mum. I'll come back one day, but not so soon. i have to think what i want to do in life. Life is great with her, i never wanted to leave or spend my life without her. But i guess because of this fucking temper of mine i lost her. Yeah and where did i inherited it from? Its you, i want to change my life, yes you are my father, but i don't want your character. Because of this running in the blood thing, I lost the most wonderful and the love of my life. So i guess i would just let my mind free, free of all this stress, sadness and guilt of me hitting her. Now she never coming back into my life. and i blame no one but myself. If only god gave me a wish..i wished for a new character, because i do not want to hurt anyone any more. until the last breath i will breath, i love you, Nur Atiqah Abdul Razak. Thanks for opening my eyes on what my characteristic is like.