when its gone

imagine when you meet a girl, she is so Innocent,sweet and adorable. So you think that you could be with her without no problems in mind. When the time comes you had the thought of spending special times with her, when suddenly you found out that you can't get what you wanted. cause it was already taken from someone else. Than all the thoughts came in a form of questions, have i been with the right girl, have i spend my time for good with her or did i just waste my time being deceived by the look she had? have i been stupid to control my emotions with her huge amount of ego. Is this what i get after i became her punching bag after every stress moments and letting her venting her frustrations on me?that is what u will feel if you were to be with a girl who doesn't appreciate anything, who follows what people tells her to do and who wants alot of sweet moments but will never remember it if you make 1, only 1 huge mistake..for this type of girl its best to just give her pleasure cause that's what she wants..call it cheap..but there are such people around..so i guess its a good conclusion that it doesn't pay to be good,but its sweet to be harsh and cunning