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Ya Allah, please forgive my sins i know that i've be adriftted too far, but i don't know what to do. all i wanted was to forget her but it seems hard. now its going to be harder as i saw her cry and she said how she wished i had not hit her.i'm keeping myself away from her now..but it seems hard. she was the only one who could manage to make me realise that sin i'ev done. now shes gone i'm starting to return to that past.i hope you would let her return or at least send me someone who would keep me right on track. dear god i beg you for forgiveness as i know you love to forgive people..i'm asking you as i know you love to give and i hope that that someone would come and change my life for the better.