usually unexpected

yeah. today was fun but then it turn bad..hope she would be happy with the guy that is the apple of her eye. I can't give her more happiness. It happened again. the third time now. but yet still i will catch her every time she falls..wipe 'em tear every time she cries, cheer her up every time shes down. so much for telling that i love u soo much gal..tried to be man as i know that i have to give you much love. i kept this to myself but today its going to be reveled. i was hard on you controlled you cause i love you. i don't want you to be like those people out there with a single parent. every time u shouted at ur mom while we were talking on the phone it makes me mad. i know u had a rough journey in life. So i tried to shower u with much love the maximum that i can do. ur too special to me that i can't forget u for even a single second. i know it too stressful for u. but i can't help it. i tried to bring u along where ever i go. pop up with presents for u and plan up stupid surprises for u as all i wanted was to make u smile. i wanted to touch and turn ur life into a joyful moments but i guess i just make it worst. well u touched and turned my life all around. sorry to hit u. i know it happened a long time ago but every single moments with u, bad, good, happy or sad. It would not be forgotten

it ends now

20.01.07

u will always be my baby