its been awhile not contacting her..i can't seem to forget her..theres no inspiration to all the songs i try to create. Can't forget all the kisses, sweet talks, baby talks, smses, phone call till morning, fights, tears, blood, breakfast, lunch and dinner all togethr both of us witnessing the sun rise and sunset, to wake up and hear your voice. Why all this has to happen, and why can't we just pause our life during our best time together.the taste of ur sweet lips, the smell of ur perfume and the warm hugges you always give me are still lingering in my days. Here i am alone thinking of songs to sing, but everytime i get a tune it will make tears roll down cause you are the rythem in my life. A week of getting to know you,makes us live together for 17 months, to share all aboout our lifes, crying in each others arms, laughing all day long, angry and jelouse of stupid stuff, being very sensative at times.
OH GOD I PRAY AND BEG TO YOU..PLEASE BRING HER BACK..CAUSE IM LOOSING MY CONCENTRATION AND FAITH..IM LOST, PLEASE GOD, PLEASE, IM LOOSING MY WAY OF LIFE, TAKE ME IF YOU WANT, CAUSE THERE NO MEANING TO IT ANYMORE.
skipped school halfway again, i just can't find any interest to do stuff anymore. this is what i do when im alone skipping school..call naj, go to his place, slack n play with his guitars.
I never ever wanted this to happen
always wanted you to stay
I never ever wanted this to happen
never wanted you to go away
now that you'er far away
i don't know how forget you
tried to do all the things they say
but the memories never fade away.

